Since I was very young my appearance has always been a free target for my mother to take aim at, from my freakish, all the way to various problems with my weight. I would love to sit right here and tell you the insistent bullying is the reason I developed said weight problems, sadly I … Continue reading Weight loss. Feeling myself.
I am shit at talking to people online. I honestly can not for the life of me keep a convocation going. Regardless of the number of topics, there is to talk about or our shared interests it all just falls apart. In-person its another story entirely, if I have one person on there own or … Continue reading It’s all about that body… language!
So, the first week. Well, I would start by saying that the first few days were hell. Not so much the food, rather the caffeinated drinks. I had opted to go straight to water, partly to remove anything that would throw off progress and party just to move to a healthier option. The first and … Continue reading Day – I do not even know at this point!
First of all I want to apologise. I am behind in what feels like everything at the moment, from comments to reading other peoples blogs all of which I want to do. At the moment health is my priority. A few weeks ago I started getting palpitations. I contacted my doctor and they said it … Continue reading I am hungry! Day 1.
Is BDSM directly related to sex? I would love to give you a simple answer, but I don’t think one exists. I personally believe it has many strong ties to sex and sexual expression. For example, the natural arousal that can be felt by a submissive individual when being tied up. However, sex does not … Continue reading BDSM, Birds, Dance, Something, Monster?
You gotta tie me up so I don’t burn this rope. Honestly, the only word that comes to mind here is pure and unbridled frustration. I set myself out on day 1 to achieve the mermaid tie. Little did I know it was going to be the death of my patients. Attempts 1. And attempt … Continue reading Frustration and rope.
I love Mika, from his piercing falsetto and beautiful vibrato, all the way down to the topical nature of his songs and how I can relate to them. His ‘Life in cartoon motion’ album was something I was obsessed with when I was young, although did lead to some weird looks when I would start … Continue reading No happy ending.
I used to hate numbers, statistics and the labels that come with them. At the end of the day, what does it matter that men can’t multi-task or that women can’t park cars; It isn’t going to change how I treat or talk to my friends male or female. I know I can think of … Continue reading Not just another number.
I intend this post to be less serious than my usual ones, however in saying that this is a topic that infuriates me so we shall see. Hayfever, so many people suffer with it, and for anyone who might be reading who doesn’t thank your lucky stars. For me, there are no medical complications with … Continue reading Fucking hayfever!
I want to start by prefacing that I in no way hold any active homophobic beliefs and I am glad to say in my daily life do not act or conduct myself with any homophobia. That is not in any way what this post is going to be about, in fact, it is mainly going … Continue reading Hidden homophobia and discovering my sexuality.